POSTED ON: 2/06/2006 03:01:00 AM | 0 comments
back to top.supposed to go to bed , but i went online again... e tears droppin again.. lying on my bed listenin to my Mp3,,, mux b e songs too sad ler,, but who was i fooling.? tears dropped b4 i on e song.. realised most of e songs in my fone sounded so saddeniing... still rainin,, so cold outsiider,, but tis empty rm was even colder.. heart freezing.. sis will b sad too if she knew i was so loww.. misses her warm warm hug ... n her warm greetings n everythingg!! :) ... okii,, tiink i cried for more den 18mins.? (cos 4 songs had finished :x ...) tiinkin of so muchh (er, not beri much la actually :X ).. in e past ,, *so scaredd* i'm sorri for alll shiitt,, i knew i didn't treasure everyone, everythingg.. `` divine retribution`` now?! awww..i got up,, stared at e wiidoww,, cold... went bck to slp,, but cnt get to slp! COS.. hungry ler.. :x .. so i off e fan,, den went kitchen , poured my FULL cream milk (yum!) n a slice of bread.. dunno y no beer at hm de,, nvm,,had alr drank ytd.. grandma was naggin.. -_-''' she doesn't allow me 2 driink tt .. yawns,, cry finished ler ,, eyes slpy,, gonna let her rest.. lols,,
sis, i miss u !!! jiayou kkz!!--soon not even 1/8 ler i tiink/ii hope ..but not i wants ,, winks,, onli u understand ya.. :)
